Hello everyone...again it has been awhile since I last posted.  I really am very sorry...it seems this journal has been put on hold for a little while...I do try to update my personal journal every once in awhile...for those of you who know that link you are more than welcome to visit there to find out more as far as life and what may or may not be going on with my mom...

right now I have dropped my summer and fall semester of classes...I am going to be spending most of my time at home helping mom and going to doctors appointments with her...and then probably a few weeks out of every couple months I will be in california with family...for my own sanity i suppose...but also because I really enjoy being with them...

mom is doing kemo right now...she has lost her hair...she gets weak sometimes...and very out of breath...she does get a bit sick from time to time...but not as bad as it could be with the large dosages of kemo that she is receiving...they are hoping that this treatment is working, but they don't know for sure...and wont know for another 2 weeks or so...if it is working then we will continue with this treatment...if it isn't...then its back to the drawing board...because the cancer is growing so fast and spread so far...they really don't know if this is working...but we are really hoping it is...

anyway...that's about all i have to say for now...I love you all...miss writing...and thank you all for your continued prayers...and your lovely tags  and comments